OK so I deactivated my facebook. And erm it has only been 2 hours... and erm erm IM DYING!!!!!!!!!!!! I NEED IT. ITS SO HARD TO GO ON THE INTERNET AND NOT HAVE AN FB! MY ARMS ITCH TO REACTIVATE IT... but hey that defeats the purpose of studying. So I WILL NOT REACTIVATE IT TILL MY EXAMS ARE OVER.

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DAYUMNNNN. MY BLOG HAS NOTHING MUCH HAPPY IN THERE DOES IT???? GOD I CAN BE SUCH AN EMO CHILD.. WHO KNEW?? HAHAHAAHAHHAAH

See this blog, I don't exactly want it to be like a journal where I write about what happened today or yesterday unless it was like exciting. I want it to be an outline of the life I want or have or am trying to create (Most of you who read this part, will be unable to understand it so please don't waste your time trying :D).

Anyway lets cut to the chase yeah? Today I have no clue what the hell I want to write about! Oh and today was majorly intriguing... or was it shocking? Oh well it was one of the two. See today Hazel sat next to me. And we talked, I don't remember talking like that for a while!

Sad part is I don't know how to feel about that.... because honestly it was fun. In fact it was really fun! But all the stuff from the past 2-4 months kept coming back... and I got freaked out. The sadder part is I have no fucking idea why! I mean like it is not suppose to come back! It wasn't like those days were sooooooo memorable that I am to remember them every time I talk to him right?

Oh well whatever. I just hope we don't get too close all over again!!!!