Its time to let it go..

HOW SAD! Ugh we all know why it happened... or wait maybe you're just too dumb to understand or even know the reason for the happening. When they have already told you who they are then why blame it on us idiots??

See this is what always happens! Just because you never had to experience it and today you did, does not mean we did it OK?? We are not responsible for any of the shit happening. In fact we sympathize with you COMPLETELY!

HA! What happened to peace eh? I always thought it was just a show, but on the inside you guys can never accept us can you? Because if you did, you would not blame everything happening ON US! They already told who they bloody are! So why not just believe em? Do you really think we have a reason to do this? I mean come on we care OK... WE CARE! YOU ON THE OTHER HAND DON'T!

UGH! Why don't you stop wasting your time and actually do something useful instead of writing shit you know nothing.. let me repeat.. NOTHING about!

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8:55:00 PM

When one gets hurt, by a friend or a lover, a sibling or a stranger, their world falls apart. Everything shatters like a million pieces of glass. But the one who hurts us does not understand...Does not even care. With every tick of the clock, and every changing moment you don't realize that I'm dying inside... you don't realize that I cry and cry and no one cares With every step you take, you hurt me unknowingly... maybe... but you hurt me... Sometimes one is hurt to such an extent that they don't care about anything anymore Love becomes a lie and life becomes a game. HA. It was so easy when there was no one to care for, no one to like... it was so easy when life was all about the future... and the present never mattered it was so easy when you never existed in my life Life can be such a bitch. When I never believed in you, everyone told me to, they said that life was nothing without it and now that I do believe in you, life sucks... I get hurt easily I get upset easily I get annoyed easily nice... Stop it already, please stop... please....

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5:01:00 PM

Remember when I used to talk to you for 2 or 3 hours everyday? Obviously it was the best part of my day, in fact that was the only part of the day I was actually myself in... you made me feel so perfect the way I am. You're probably the only person in front of whom I'm not afraid of being myself, like completely myself. I don't have to think before I talk to you, I can say whatever I want and not be scared of your reactions. The funny thing is I love your reactions, they're adorable! That is precisely why I love talking to you so much...

Anyway I had not talked to you like that for about 3 weeks now, and you have no idea how hard it was for me to live with that. I mean everyday was 10 minutes? OK 15 minutes max. on the phone? It was so not cool. But today, I finally... FINALLY talked to you for 1 hour, it was so awesome. Even If I was kind of annoyed in the beginning of the conversation and that probably pissed you off as well (sorry about that though), the more we talked it did get kind of better. No it got much much better, in fact I loved our conversation today! Especially the whole "charges per day" part was hilarious...

I missed you, I really did. I hope you felt the same way! Just remember one thing always... POKE MAJOR!

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1:00:00 AM

OH MY GOD... THIS IS LIKE PERFECT NAYELA!! THANKS SOOOOOO MUCH!!! Nayela gave my blog like a total make-over and does this rock or does this rock? It ROCKS!! I don't know what to say to you, but I'm just going to give you a treat someday for this! haha

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6:40:00 PM

Last night, was really tiring but it was still fun. I was chatting for ages and thus slept at 3.30 am. Obviously if I sleep that late, the next day I would wake up late, but some people fail to understand that! This morning I woke up at 11.30 am, its not THAT bad now is it?? Unfortunately my whole family had already had breakfast by the time I woke up. The uncool part is that no one even bothered to wake me! Jeez, how hard can it be?! And as soon as I woke up my mom started ignoring me, do you have any idea how pissing off that is?!

So now all I've had for breakfast is one doughnut! I'm hungry but too lazy to actually go to the kitchen and make something for myself. My maid went to the store, so I can't even tell her to make me something! Damn!

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12:07:00 PM

This weekend sucks, I am stuck at home doing nothing. Whats worse? I have some relatives over who don't speak English!! At least they're cool people... they're Thai's yo! Veena you're so lucky! You're out with your family members on a road trip and all you're going to do is SHOPPING! The last time I went on a road trip was bloody 3 years ago! Over here all my parents do is study and work... no time = no road trips =( Major issues about this weekend:

No Veena = No gossip
No gossip = No entertainment
No entertainment = total boredom (duh)

I NEED YOU V!!! Another problem this weekend would be not talking to you! ( you = anonymous dude) POKE!! (poke = inside joke) ugh you're so busy these days! =( I haven't talked to you properly for TWO WHOLE DAYS!! Do you have any idea how hard it is to live with that?! I DON'T THINK SO!!! Actually you should because you're in the same situation unless I poke you more of course... ;) So basically I look forward to tomorrow so I can talk to you!! I look forward to Monday because V and I and hopefully Sparkey are going to have so much fun getting our hair done (probably)!! SO YAY US! DUDE I AM SOO SORRY I DID NOT CALL YOU YESTERDAY!! Don't be pissed ! I totally zoned out, like I was going to call you but then I just fell asleep, I was majorly tired you see! But hey I'm calling you tomorrow, and I don't care if it's a day call I am so talking to you! You owe me one anyway now don't you??? PLEASE DON'T DITCH ME THIS TIME... WE HAVEN'T TALKED FOR AGES! xoxo

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10:53:00 PM

I have ambitions in life, maybe they are too much... but I have them. A lot of people told me I'm capable, they said I was perfect for it and my friends were not the only one. My neighbours, family friends even my mothers friends! So why am I not going anywhere with this?! Why am I still at square 1? She got in, so I'm sure I could too, I'm good enough I just know it, all I need is another chance. But you're not giving it to me, you haven't even told me about any upcoming projects or so. I need them, I seriously do! This is so important but all you think about is her, you're bowing down to her feet... why??? Why am I not treated the same way she is? It's like she's the best, but you know what? She isn't, she is no where near the best. Yeah sure she is good, very good in fact, but hey you have not even seen me in action yet, and you're judging me!! That is so fair... I am dedicated OK, I am dedicated... you just won't let me progress. Because of you my own mother lost her confidence in me, she probably thinks I'm good for nothing now. Thanks a lot!

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1:53:00 PM