He never calls back, yeah maybe he really was busy... but he could have sms-ed right... he could have. I'm not calling him today .. no I'm not... ugh but I so want to!! AAAAAAAAH V says I shouldn't because he didn't call back....

See today I decided I wouldn't call till he calls... and he still hasn't, after this he has dinner and then he'll just do homework and go to bed. Ugh shit. No... I'm not calling. I'm not his bitch... I'm no one's bitch. Just my own.

Fuck, why can't you just call?!?!?!??!?!?!?! How hard is it... why do I have to call first all the time.... why don't you?

You never sms... if you couldn't call back yesterday.. you should have sent me a message. But did you? NO. You didn't. Su is right.... I'm always pissed at him.. so whats the point of being together if I'm always pissed at him...

Oh come on I'm not ALWAYS pissed at him. I'm not... I hope not at least.. and if I was... ITS HIS FAULT!!!!!!! Ok yeah sometimes I can be a TEENSY bit unreasonable... but seriously what do you expect from me?!?!?

I'm not going to call every bloody day... sometimes you can. And if I do, I expect you to talk to me more instead of sms-ing the whole fucking time. You say you can't sms.... because your bill will be too high, so I stopped sms-ing you and then when I'm on the phone with you, all you do is SMS YOUR FRIENDS! Its so annoying....

I wish I seriously didn't give a fuck... I hate this. And I don't wanna end it... because well I don't know... I just don't... Ugh its 7.45 and he hasn't called.... fuck.

He's suppose to call around this time... I always do. A.L.W.A.Y.S.

Current state of mind : confused, annoyed, sad, a lil pissed, not making any sense.

DAYUMN.