HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! I can't believe its 2009, time flies doesn't it??? Anyway I had an awesome new year!! It started off really bad, well not bad... just boring... Veena's mood swings were getting on my nerves, Azfar.. Azfar.. Azfar thats all she could talk about, "is he ignoring me?", "why is he pretending like I don't exist?!" WE DON'T CARE VEENA!!! He isn't even your boyfriend. He is your ex. The word EX makes a difference hon. A BIG DIFFERENCE. I wish you would understand everything me and Su try to tell you, I'm sure you'd understand if you listened in the first place. Dayumn I'm a bitch aren't I, sorry Veena! But you need a wake-up call!!!

Anyway Veena had to leave early, so she left by 9.30, and thats when the party actually started... sad... We had sooooo much fun!! LOL G GOT DRUNK!! IT WAS SOOO FUNNY!!!!!! Su and I wanted to try a drink as well, so we did! AND DAMN IT MESSED WITH OUR HEADS!! We finished A's bottle... SORRY A!!!! We tried getting into a club, but it was too expensive... so we just went to the stage thingy majingy. We all danced like retards, it was awesome!! HA! SU AND I EVEN TRIED A CIGG!! It sucks, I've tried it before... but this time it sucked way more then usual...I don't get how you smoke like that G!

Overall new year was really good, there was something missing though and I just can't put my finger on it. May be it was just the awkardness that stupid Z kept creating.. I DON'T WANNA DANCE WITH YOU!! IS IT SO HARD???? JEEZ!!!!!!! S and Z are wayyy better then I thought they were. Actually I only found S decent. He was really nice, Z was nice too... but he is just so freaking messed up in the head it scares me.