Dad was suppose to pick me up, driver came instead and I was like what the hell... driver took me to dads office and once again I was like what the hell.... from there dad and I took the merc. and went home... reached home by 7.00PM!!! That was when the suckiness started.
See we have a new maid, so what happened was my mom wanted me to teach her how to make the rice... how the fuck am I suppose to teach her... if I myself dont know how to make bloody rice. Anyway mom gave me rough instructions and I ended up making the rice... so whatever. No... no thats not the sucky part... not yet. Then mom told me to stir fry the stupid spinach thingy... and I was stir frying it ... I got bored. Looked up, looked down... and accidentally burned my hand... I wasn't looking... so yeah. ugh
Hurts like fuck. Then mom was scolding me because maid didn't know how to make the chapati. Oh yeah mom I totally know how to make those right... its so my fault she didn't make them right. Mom scolded me like shit and left me in the kitchen... so I didn't know what shit to do with the food and I was just staring at it. Then mom came back and suddenly starts acting nice... I was like ugh whats the deal. But my moms sick, I guess it wasn't her fault she kept getting pissed so whatever.
THEN, dinner went ok... after dinner dad usually askes for soda. I brought his soda... and the ice. This time with the ice holder ... because if I drop the ice from top the soda splashes onto his pants... which pisses the shit out of my dad. THUS I ACTUALLY BRING THE FUCKING ICE HOLDER SO I DON'T SPIL ONE DROP OF COKE ON HIS PANTS. OK ONE DROP. What happens 20 minutes later???? I'll tell you what happens.
He was in the study room with the coke glass on the computer table, he was studying... there was a big file on the table as well.... I got money from mom for school, was leaving the room... and bumped into the file which bumped into the glass.... the whole fucking coke spilled on his pants. ALL OF IT.
I WAS TAKING FUCKING PRECAUTIONARY MEASURES SO AS TO NOT SPLASH ONE DROP OF COKE AND I END UP DROPPING THE WHOLE FUCKING THING!??!?!?! WHY THE FUCK ?!?!?!?!
See you guys must think I'm freaking out because it was just a spill... but no no my dear friends... it was not JUST A SPILL. I SPILLED IT ON HIS DESIGNER PANTS. And damn does that piss him off. Once I accidentally spilled one drop of coke because of the whole 'no ice holder' thing, and he scolded the shit out of me.
Today he screamed sooooo much, oh god... it sucked balls.... see for me I NEVER CRY. I don't cry over shit like guys dumping me or hurting my feels... because thats gay. No offence to the sensitive souls who do cry over guys.... I don't cry if mom scolds me or anything... but I have this weird thing with my dad... where whatever he says affects me to a major extent. He screamed so much today... but it was an accident.... an accident..... IM NOT GONNA CRY... UGH NO IM NOT!!
Fuck these tears, I can't even control them... and then you know what my mom said?!!??!? I ran after her and was like 'it was an accident ma... im sorry'........ but you know what she said??? she said "you're right, its my fault... the one who gave birth to you.. I don't get why I did that" HOW NICE RIGHT?!?!? That hurt so much.... so fucking much..... ugh DONT CRY!!!
I'm Zehra/Mishal (whatever) !!! I don't cry! I'm goofy and retarded and happy-go-lucky... I don't cry.... jeez who am I bull shitting...
It was an accident.... just an accident..... I didn't mean to. I didn't see the glass ... and the file was huge... and .... ugh... fuck.
I'm so sad right now... I swear to god.... this sucks... everyone got on my nerves today (at home only).... everyone was blaming me for everything......
tears are salty.
